I think I've had enough

[teronostrong]

My name is Paul, & I've malled over 60k rums on this server. So I believe I get something of a say.

In all honesty I think I am going to be leaving this game, I tried to be a good person, a true Canadian who always helps others, gives advice, free plvl & stuff but it seems as though people still have very negative views about me, even going as far as to call me a retard & embarrass me publicly on chat servers, people I thought were my friends, as someone who has struggled with mental health issues & psychologically diagnosed disabilities all their life I find this extremely insulting & degrading.

Some people are just way too serious about this game, really I’m actually new to this game, but I’m still constantly getting bashed on for not knowing some things by impatient players without any sense of sportsmanship who only care about winning & don’t play for fun, but for their ego. I just found this again with an old childhood friend because of nostalgia purposes & the fact that I needed somewhere to spend all the expendable cash I was making at work. I have no idea how harassing, degenerate & raging players with absolutely 0 social ability who don’t give a shit about people like Punish3r & others have become game volunteers, for me that shows a lack of empathy, compassion & respect for the people here.

I never claimed or thought I was ‘pro’ at this game, whatever that means, do you seriously expect anyone to just believe & tell themselves they aren't good, there's no logic behind this, I have improved a lot as a player over these last few months, nobody has the right to talk down at me, I’m proud of the characters I have made here, I’ve reached a lot of character milestones & thresholds that were seemingly impossible to reach unless you’re in a top guild because of guild monopolies.

I’ve had a lot of laughs, smiles, & good vibes playing this game, but to be honest I let this game affect my social life, possibly even my schooling being active in mazes all the time & letting shitty people get to me, it wasn’t worth it, truly I loved this really well made game, but it is just ruined by probably the worst gaming community on the planet, with GMs who don’t give a shit about the bullying that goes on here every day, honestly I can name like 5 players that if we were to get rid of them the server wouldn’t be the hell that it is now.

I know I am going to just get another snarky remark 'oh just put these people on your ignore list' but that won't change how I'm feeling inside right now, embarrassed, humiliated, insecure, & these people would still go unpunished. I’m just unsure of what I would do with all my equips & gold, deleting them would just be a waste, but at the same time I don’t feel anyone deserves them, because most people here are just extremely trashy, probably I will start putting all these hours into the ol’ guitar again, maybe I’ll actually get somewhere this time, cya

 

[MZarur]

Thanks for all you did for the server. PKO will miss you.

 

[ThetaLaa]

Daym nigga. FourLeaves gonna miss ya

 

[Brayohan]

My name is Paul, & I've malled over 60k rums on this server. So I believe I get something of a say.

In all honesty I think I am going to be leaving this game, I tried to be a good person, a true Canadian who always helps others, gives advice, free plvl & stuff but it seems as though people still have very negative views about me, even going as far as to call me a retard & embarrass me publicly on chat servers, people I thought were my friends, as someone who has struggled with mental health issues & psychologically diagnosed disabilities all their life I find this extremely insulting & degrading.

Some people are just way too serious about this game, really I’m actually new to this game, but I’m still constantly getting bashed on for not knowing some things by impatient players without any sense of sportsmanship who only care about winning & don’t play for fun, but for their ego. I just found this again with an old childhood friend because of nostalgia purposes & the fact that I needed somewhere to spend all the expendable cash I was making at work. I have no idea how harassing, degenerate & raging players with absolutely 0 social ability who don’t give a shit about people like Punish3r & others have become game volunteers, for me that shows a lack of empathy, compassion & respect for the people here.

I never claimed or thought I was ‘pro’ at this game, whatever that means, do you seriously expect anyone to just believe & tell themselves they aren't good, there's no logic behind this, I have improved a lot as a player over these last few months, nobody has the right to talk down at me, I’m proud of the characters I have made here, I’ve reached a lot of character milestones & thresholds that were seemingly impossible to reach unless you’re in a top guild because of guild monopolies.

I’ve had a lot of laughs, smiles, & good vibes playing this game, but to be honest I let this game affect my social life, possibly even my schooling being active in mazes all the time & letting shitty people get to me, it wasn’t worth it, truly I loved this really well made game, but it is just ruined by probably the worst gaming community on the planet, with GMs who don’t give a shit about the bullying that goes on here every day, honestly I can name like 5 players that if we were to get rid of them the server wouldn’t be the hell that it is now.

I know I am going to just get another snarky remark 'oh just put these people on your ignore list' but that won't change how I'm feeling inside right now, embarrassed, humiliated, insecure, & these people would still go unpunished. I’m just unsure of what I would do with all my equips & gold, deleting them would just be a waste, but at the same time I don’t feel anyone deserves them, because most people here are just extremely trashy, probably I will start putting all these hours into the ol’ guitar again, maybe I’ll actually get somewhere this time, cya

But who were you in the game Paul? What was your chart called?

 

[Spidpex]

My name is Paul, & I've malled over 60k rums on this server. So I believe I get something of a say.

In all honesty I think I am going to be leaving this game, I tried to be a good person, a true Canadian who always helps others, gives advice, free plvl & stuff but it seems as though people still have very negative views about me, even going as far as to call me a retard & embarrass me publicly on chat servers, people I thought were my friends, as someone who has struggled with mental health issues & psychologically diagnosed disabilities all their life I find this extremely insulting & degrading.

Some people are just way too serious about this game, really I’m actually new to this game, but I’m still constantly getting bashed on for not knowing some things by impatient players without any sense of sportsmanship who only care about winning & don’t play for fun, but for their ego. I just found this again with an old childhood friend because of nostalgia purposes & the fact that I needed somewhere to spend all the expendable cash I was making at work. I have no idea how harassing, degenerate & raging players with absolutely 0 social ability who don’t give a shit about people like Punish3r & others have become game volunteers, for me that shows a lack of empathy, compassion & respect for the people here.

I never claimed or thought I was ‘pro’ at this game, whatever that means, do you seriously expect anyone to just believe & tell themselves they aren't good, there's no logic behind this, I have improved a lot as a player over these last few months, nobody has the right to talk down at me, I’m proud of the characters I have made here, I’ve reached a lot of character milestones & thresholds that were seemingly impossible to reach unless you’re in a top guild because of guild monopolies.

I’ve had a lot of laughs, smiles, & good vibes playing this game, but to be honest I let this game affect my social life, possibly even my schooling being active in mazes all the time & letting shitty people get to me, it wasn’t worth it, truly I loved this really well made game, but it is just ruined by probably the worst gaming community on the planet, with GMs who don’t give a shit about the bullying that goes on here every day, honestly I can name like 5 players that if we were to get rid of them the server wouldn’t be the hell that it is now.

I know I am going to just get another snarky remark 'oh just put these people on your ignore list' but that won't change how I'm feeling inside right now, embarrassed, humiliated, insecure, & these people would still go unpunished. I’m just unsure of what I would do with all my equips & gold, deleting them would just be a waste, but at the same time I don’t feel anyone deserves them, because most people here are just extremely trashy, probably I will start putting all these hours into the ol’ guitar again, maybe I’ll actually get somewhere this time, cya

Dont leave us man
Theres lots of cool upcomming events and new things!!

Besides, we need u paul, both here and on discord

 

[Vulpy]

My name is Paul, & I've malled over 60k rums on this server. So I believe I get something of a say.

In all honesty I think I am going to be leaving this game, I tried to be a good person, a true Canadian who always helps others, gives advice, free plvl & stuff but it seems as though people still have very negative views about me, even going as far as to call me a retard & embarrass me publicly on chat servers, people I thought were my friends, as someone who has struggled with mental health issues & psychologically diagnosed disabilities all their life I find this extremely insulting & degrading.

Some people are just way too serious about this game, really I’m actually new to this game, but I’m still constantly getting bashed on for not knowing some things by impatient players without any sense of sportsmanship who only care about winning & don’t play for fun, but for their ego. I just found this again with an old childhood friend because of nostalgia purposes & the fact that I needed somewhere to spend all the expendable cash I was making at work. I have no idea how harassing, degenerate & raging players with absolutely 0 social ability who don’t give a shit about people like Punish3r & others have become game volunteers, for me that shows a lack of empathy, compassion & respect for the people here.

I never claimed or thought I was ‘pro’ at this game, whatever that means, do you seriously expect anyone to just believe & tell themselves they aren't good, there's no logic behind this, I have improved a lot as a player over these last few months, nobody has the right to talk down at me, I’m proud of the characters I have made here, I’ve reached a lot of character milestones & thresholds that were seemingly impossible to reach unless you’re in a top guild because of guild monopolies.

I’ve had a lot of laughs, smiles, & good vibes playing this game, but to be honest I let this game affect my social life, possibly even my schooling being active in mazes all the time & letting shitty people get to me, it wasn’t worth it, truly I loved this really well made game, but it is just ruined by probably the worst gaming community on the planet, with GMs who don’t give a shit about the bullying that goes on here every day, honestly I can name like 5 players that if we were to get rid of them the server wouldn’t be the hell that it is now.

I know I am going to just get another snarky remark 'oh just put these people on your ignore list' but that won't change how I'm feeling inside right now, embarrassed, humiliated, insecure, & these people would still go unpunished. I’m just unsure of what I would do with all my equips & gold, deleting them would just be a waste, but at the same time I don’t feel anyone deserves them, because most people here are just extremely trashy, probably I will start putting all these hours into the ol’ guitar again, maybe I’ll actually get somewhere this time, cya

Dont let the hate get to you.Play with some friends to enjoy.And if you need friends ill be here with my crew ,this community lacks ppl like you.hope its not too late to comeback

 

[GoDLux]

It suck to hear you given up cause the toxic community man. Toxic people are either so rich that they get away in life being like that; or they struggle socially, and therefore excel at this game to trash on others is all they can do to be happy. You can only adapt to the "salt" or GO find/create a better environment for yourself to enjoy.

If one day you feel like playing again, come to DS man. It's not the greatest maze out there but the people are humble and friendly. Well...occasionally there is some flaming between Mitgard and rival guild BurningBridge, but it's not as bad. And you can still use your hl in one of our Barbarosa run if you decided to play again.

All the best!

 

[PrissxJunn]

AYYYE Paul! Don't let those degrade you. Hardly anyone appreciates effort in game as they are just self-centered hoe. Once they got their items and powers, they lose their way so... i would not advise you to block,ignore or delete those whatsoever. But hopefully, you do not regret what u choose and had fun in PKO over the months/years! Anyways you are welcome back anytime. By then, those players might already quit so... hoping for the better! Surely you made friends in the sever and they might miss you but don't let those hoehoehoe players affect ur decisions. Goodluck. There are other means of communicating anyways, just download other games and BOOM, we'd be playing again. Come back to discord anytime too haha. You know what i mean?

 

[zethers]

I agree , this is the most toxic server i've ever been on . Pretty sure the toxic fucks are complete losers in real life tho xd so dont mind em.
Life will always be better than this game , go enjoy (8